Today is kind of a blow out. Its wednesday and im taking a "break night" I rented school of rock, which ive seen before, but eh its a movie, and it willl keep me occupied for some of the night. Angie was supossed to hang out with me, but shes ditching me fer Danny again, oh well.. theres always tomorrow night er the night after that. Tomorrow i ( Read more... )

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i read through others journals and the disappointment of mine is overrun with anger ( Read more... )

i think ive found someone that truly makes me happy, but im not sure that i return the happiness to them and that upsets me on so many different levels, he seems so perfect to me, but in his eyes im a big old mess that he wants nothing to do with. what a d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-m-e-n-t... eh?

Isn't it funny how sometimes we say things, that we will regret forever, and yet we think nothing of it when we actually say them. I feel so stupid when it happens to me, but seeing it happen to someone else, well, it hurts.

ehh today was not the best of them. It was rough, long, and tiring. Nothing seemed to be going right. Im so stressed out and sick. My normal stress reliver, snake on my cell phone, isn't doing its job anymore. When im done playing my tenth game fer the day i still find myself worry about things. i hate that.. i need something to calm my nerves ( Read more... )

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ah tonight was fun.. alot of running around but exciting.. i started off at ashleys then from there me her and scott hit 4 star twisty scotts and then back to ashleys. we met up with phil stab and brian at the bowling alley, we bowled a few games then went to tiki for coffee than ashley and scott went somewhere and me brian stab and phil went to ( Read more... )

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- Falling in love > id lock my hands behind my head - id cover my heart and hit the deck - id brace myself for the impact if I were you

Today started out g-r-e-a-t over something potentially b.a.d, but ended in a great disaster. Things i find out from people aren't always what i want to hear and i hate that ever so much. falling is/was the perfect ( Read more... )