san louis was awesome. im so stoked that their are three girls in this universe i get along so well with&have unimaginable amounts of fun. the vagina monologues was hilarious&sad at the same time&since seeing that play, we love vaginas. haha. tonys moving in two weeks. im not sure how i feel about another member of the xcrewx moving away. i guess ( Read more... )

so this weekend consisted of...

old friends

alcohal

new friends

bud

3 am trips to dennys

crack heads at venice

//saterday sam&cassy took me&kris to Bradley's memorial grave thing down in long beach. it was so...moving. sitting in the grass on a beautiful fucking day in long beach at his memorial, smoking a bowl in honor of Brad, blasting our ( Read more... )

eighteen visions last night! it was pretty fun. alex jumped off the stage&took jarrod down with him&we thought jarrod died. ahh. but he survived. &im officially in love with one of the guitar players. gah! hart? yes no maybe so? im not sure if i can still register. bleh. i so dont know what i want to do. i want to stay at ofl cuz its easy as hell. ( Read more... )

im bringing thisismurderx back from the dead. um yah go me! happy new year dirts. i dont think i can read any of my old entrys without crying so im just not going to try. lately everyone is going to shit. literaly. fucking speed freaks. i wish i could have my old friends back... jory, dustin, chris....my old friends who only cared about getting ( Read more... )

go here....

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farewell thisismurderx

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lately it seems that the days all melt together&that their isnt such a thing as morning&nite. only light&dark. i kinda of like it better that way. i havent gotten much sleep this past week. i like staying up late listening to music. then watching rosanne. then falling asleep listeing to HIM or pretty girls make graves then waking up 3 hours later ( Read more... )

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