IF YOU KNOW ME AT ALL, YOU MIGHT THINK THIS IS A JOKE CONSIDERING WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH IN THIS YEAR ( Read more... )

A couple of nights ago my friend AJ had a wonderful evening at his place in middle earth!!
uh - in other words it was kinda far away it seemed. He called it friendsgiving. 20 or so people hanging out, we ate a nice dinner, listened to satellite radio, james was spanking people with a ruler close to the close of the evening! But that was not the ( Read more... )

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check me out i am something else

i have $30 to my name. good timing to have gotten a new job.
now if i can just stretch this $30 for the next two weeks.
i can do that no problem.

funny part is, i thought there was $110. good thing I checked! haha

who got a job at ABC 40?

oh yeah it's me. i feel very good today

i have to find another place to live. anywhere would be better than this house
my brother is a psychopath.
my father hasn't spoken to me in three years.
my mom is so absorbed in smoking, talking on the phone, and playing yahoo games that she just pretends nothing is happening around her

there is no place for me

hi :)

FRIENDS ONLY FROM NOW ON.

POOPFACES NOT ALLOWED.

upstairs are my parents discussing their marraige counseling and their impending divorce

I"m not going to be online much anymore.

The internet does no good for anybody.
I wish i could even sell my computer.

I'm not knee jerking to anything, i've just grown quite tired of all of this.
A paper journal is being made for me.
And it's going to be filled by winter.