Good lord, it's been forever.  39 weeks, to be percise.
Mike and I have been dating for 6 months.
Say what?
Yeah...It shocks me at times too.
I think Misery Business fits PERFECTLY.
"Two weeks, and we caught on fire."
Yup...Pretty much how it went.
Anyways!
I'm probably more fucked up than I ever have been...Wonderful.

 Stumbling over some memories that were left beside my bed. I'm doing it again, walking around in my own head like it's a walk in closet.  I've stayed clean but by no means am I any form of the definition.  The crown rested it self on my head long ago but now it's found its way into my drink.  Drag down the moon, bring me back to any night with you ( Read more... )

I just  had a car accident.

It's another one of those days where I've decided to sit down and just think...

Yet again...I need to figure out what the hell I'm doing wrong.  I don't get why I have no luck with guys.  I'm not psycho girl.  I don't call them 24/7.  I don't text them 24/7.  I give them their goddamn space.  And then they leave.  Every goddamn one of them.  Just as ( Read more... )

Mom's okay.
Mike still won't talk to me.
I'm goingt o Slippery Rock next fall.
I'm going to Baton Rouge the 19th of April.
Yeah...

I really hate life.

I've got a choice of Penn State Altoona or Slippery Rock.  I don't know if I mentioned that or not.
Things aren't all that bad, but they aren't all that great either.
I miss my best friend, but she'll be home sometime in the near future.
I never thought long distance anythings could work.
But I feel closer to her now than I ever have.

Um...Dating wise?
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Life bores me lately...

So you know what I just realized?
We have Thanksgiving Break,
then two weeks later pretty much Christmas Break.
Then we go back to school in January.
Then we're done in 4 months.
Is it just me,
or is is this year FLYING?

:-) So unless Altoona is fucking WONDERFUL, I'm gong to Slippery Rock.  I completely fell in love, omg.

I really am flat out done with boys.  I'm going to focus 100% on getting the hell out of the valley and graduating, and then focus on getting my life together so I can get the hell out of here for good.  I'm tired of caring so much.