haha im such a good person.
pretty interesting trip.
for sure.
: )

wow. people are stupid. why are we STILL fighting about stupid stuff like why i didn't go to shane's? it was MY decision, not like they missed having me there. god. "are you still mad" - "no" and then she starts fighting with me & gets me mad. *rolls eyes ( Read more... )

in my dreams we fly away from all the pain and school bell rings ( Read more... )

yesssssssssssssssssssss.
i have no friends.
beat that.

im scared of dying.
but im more scared of living.

so there's twenty eight days until jon comes home. & yes, i counted. & yes, i'm a dork. oh well. i wish it was like.. twenty eight seconds instead of twenty eight days. that's a pretty long time. but i'm holding up pretty good. no hard core crying.. yet. but i've thrown lots of fits & been pretty cranky since sunday. well, actually since saturday ( Read more... )

jon isn't mad anymore. thank goodness : )
me & travis broke up. for the fifth time. that's that. no more travis. its too hard.
jons gone to seattle for a month. & two days. he left yesterday, & i miss him already, i'll admit it. he's a HUGE part of my life.
hung out with sean today & made plans for tommorow. interesting...

yeah, so jons power pissed at me.
and i dont blame him.
im equally as pissed at myself as he is.
ugh im a bitch.

i love travis.
a lot.
like, i've never liked a guy this much. it's intense. i need to ask mom about going to bridgewater with him tommorow. i'm really nervous about going. but man, i need that boy in my life.

noooo.
i made a decision, and me and travis got back together. i was so happy, i cried. best moment ever.

and now i regret it with all my heart.