i'm not really sure why i bother, except that i'm sitting here in front of a dinosaur of a laptop while my adorable other half does fancy computer work, and i have nothing better to do for the rest of the day than...this ( Read more... )

i think i forgot this existed.

i'm so happy.

and tonight is such a shitty night.

but regardless,

everything is beautiful, especially those i love!

this night is a lost cause,
and any attempt to salvage
is a testament to my vanity.

that is all. i should go to sleep now.

i ate apple jacks with a lightsaber spoon from the frosted flakes box for breakfast. this makes me irredeemably nostalgic ( Read more... )

i am in a creative slump, in the very worst of ways. more things are not taking the correct path from my brain to fruition, rather than i lack ideas. and this is discouraging ( Read more... )

this empty room echos the digital melodies and leaves my voice sounding hollow. i cannot wait any longer, i am in need of stripping away this excess right now. minimalism does not wait. i just throw it all away ( Read more... )

tonight i learned about one of the most amazing people i've ever met. oh, and myself.

i don't know what to think about anything. at all. really.

okay, okay, so i have to relive my night. i'm sorry, but it is necessary ( Read more... )

i reached the epitome of girly today: i broke two nails and it was legitimately distressing. thank you to one mr. james monaco for cheering me up via the endearing "i'm five and i'm sorry, stuff's nifty!" voice.

i'm going to start scheduling myself for sleeping, as i will fail to ever do so otherwise.

my face hurts. (?)

i lie. weird.

when things are happening you feel less need to talk about them ( Read more... )