Rain always puts me in such a contemplative slash I'm-such-a-southern-Californian-and-I-don't-wanna-go-outside kinda mood. I always end up sitting inside, watching movies, writing in journals I haven't touched since the last time it was raining, or staring at the wall, trying to make some kinda epiphany ( Read more... )

" You're someone who knows how to make an impact. You're positive and enthusiastic with a strong work ethic that means you strive to perform at the highest level in everything you do. Successful and confident, you have high levels of energy and believe that life is what you make it. You prioritize exercise and wellbeing as part of your commitment ( Read more... )

I have had a phenomenal summer. I feel as if I need to write down all that I've done so that the next time something comes to pass that isn't as fabulous, I can remember this moment and use it to get through the next ones. In April (I know it's not exactly summer, but hey, it still counts!) I went to Coachella with some of my closest friends. That ( Read more... )

It's been so long, livejournal! SO many things have happened, some great, some awful. But that's life, right? Things are great! Summer's coming soon, EDC is on Friday, so is the final Spanish game of the world cup! Fourth of July after that.... I'm excited ( Read more... )

I'm learning to take it one day at a time, and not worry myself with things that are going to happen anyways. It feels pretty good.

Dude it is 2010! That is insaneeeeeee ( Read more... )

I wish I had the ability to just up and move to somewhere else. I've got things holding me here, school being the most important or pressing, but if that weren't in the way, I'd be in Madrid in a heartbeat. Or NYC. Or London. I really want to achieve my goal of being a flight attendant someday. I think that would be sucha kickass job. I know that I ( Read more... )

All this stress and worry and crying and sadness is building up in my stomach. I feel so sick. I just want to throw up all of the comments and remarks I've been swallowing. I can't keep them inside anymore. I can't keep them down. I have to vomit, I need to get them out of my body because it's not doing me any good. It's just making me sicker. And

Sleep will not come to this tired body now ( Read more... )

Breathe in breathe in breathe in. Sometimes I have to remind myself to take that breath. I end up holding the air out so long that I forget that I need to breathe. I become so used to the notion of not being able to breathe that I have remind myself breathing is natural. Breathing is normal. Breathing is regular. I isolate myself so much from ( Read more... )