this is so not even close to done, but i just wanna get some sleep and can't save it on this computer ( Read more... )

detachment from reality ( Read more... )

no, this isn't one your 'dear diary, my life is spinning into a black abyss. no one understands me' type entries. it IS however the metamorphisis, the explanation, the incoherent mumblings that i've been waiting for for so long. it's time to make a change ( Read more... )

ever wake up one day and just look around and realize how much you love your life? it's a great feeling, isn't it ( Read more... )

so i guess i'm only updating this thing once a month now, right ( Read more... )

soooo ( Read more... )

sigur ros is a great band. i mean that. check them out, you will not be disappointed ( Read more... )

WARNING: THIS POST IS COMPLETELY DRAMATIC AND COULD THEREFORE BE INTERPRETED AS EMO. I'M NOT EMO, BUT I COULD SEE WHY ANYONE WOULD READ THIS AND SEE ME AS A WHINY, SELF-ABSORBED BITCH. THAT IS FINE. I WILL PROBABLY THINK THE SAME WHEN I READ THIS AGAIN IN A FEW MONTHS ( Read more... )

so she came clean and fulfilled every goddamn last fear i had. she's cheating. staying, but not clean anymore. all those nights i'd wonder where she was, i still don't really even know. not even who it was. but now i know what she was up to. now i know that this has all gone to shit ( Read more... )

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