I am finally reading again. Honest to god. Please recommend amazing, eloquently written books to me so that I can take them in. Poetry, fiction, non-fiction, memoirs, anything please. But don't recommend any shit on the reading level of, say, Harry Potter because I've tried that stuff and it makes me stupider.

Hurry!!

I've been eating a lot of junkfood lately. My stomach hurts...

Andy McDonald is alright.

I thought I understood the depths of human stupidity, but sometimes I can't believe how u n f u c k i n g-believably stupid people can really be. Really.

Happy holidays.

I feel very alone in the world today. I have nobody to fly to see. I can't shop for fantasy plane tickets anymore, which is something I like to do, to see somebody somewhere far away. It makes me sad ( Read more... )

Sometimes [read: often] I think about walking out into the road in front of a speeding car, or a bus. When I was younger [read: in middle school], I thought a lot about jumping out of windows. I think I thought it would make me feel alive ( Read more... )

Andy and I broke up for good. I would have married him. Now I'll probably never see him again.

I guess life is funny. But not "ha ha" funny.

I will not be attending homecoming at W&M this year. I'll come down another weekend.

I’m having an identity crisis. This happens to me every once in a while, but particularly when I start my life over in a new place. I hate all my clothes, I don’t have a style. I want to be “me” but I don’t know what that means. I don’t want to change, but it’s hard when I have little sense of who I already am. I feel like such a transient. I ( Read more... )

I’m done with my first week at work. I like my job. It’s interesting and makes sense, and although I find mistakes in EVERY form I fill out and have to redo everything multiple times before I get it right, it will definitely be easy after a while. My attorney and supervisor are cool and the coworkers are mostly young girls. Maybe I'll stay for ( Read more... )