I jsut got off the phone [waffles] with Cliff. I miss taht boy so mcuh, goddamnit. We have the kind of friendship where we can go for weeks/months w/o talking and be able to talk til 5 [waffles] in the morning non-stop about absolutly everything and nothing. It's crazy, man. Just crazy. :;sigh:: i miss how we used to stay up all nite talking. Its ( Read more... )

::huggles the Big Red Dog:: I heart cliffie to death =oP

Of all the nites where i just want to curl up under my blankets and cry, i had to pick the nite where my parents are taking us to sum1s house while hobbes is gonna b around to snuggle with.

::hangs head::

i dont want to talk about it. i dont want to think about it. i want it to all to drown in every tear i've shed. to make its ears bleed with every scream i forced myself to silence. i want to rip this heart out and watch it splatter upon the concrete. i want these flashbacks and these voices to fade. to go mute and colorless. i dont want them ( Read more... )

I woke up around 9 cuz i just didnt fuckin feel like sleepin. I'm too wide awake when i wake up anyway. i was dying for waffles. oh man. i've been dying for them all week ::bites fist:: I had to make dad sum breakfast/tea and drop ish off at the bank. so lauren came to pick me up. but dad bitched about shit. he was like WHERE DO U THINK UR GOING ( Read more... )

SHPIKESSSS!!!

Big forehead. green eyes. blonde hair. whorish yet sophistaicated attire. \m/ SPIKES! \m/ and mad ppl saying she thinks shes gothic when she pulls it off QUITE muthafuckin well. so FECK AFF! >_

Arite so pverview of the day b4 my rant ( Read more... )

Fangorea (11:10:01 PM): what am i supposed to be looking at ( Read more... )

I'll paint silver crosses on you and bathe in your bathwater and breathe in your soul but I have to say I saw that other woman in Rome. Are you my Rome? My Glam god? You're my Tommy Gnosis, and you’re stealing my heat, and my songs, and my word and I think I want to be everything to you. I felt empty yesterday and I realized who I was, who I am, a ( Read more... )

urm - this test decides whether or not i dorm next semester. being that i only handed in ONE out of the five assignments and i've been getting in the 70s on tests (well, 2 in the low 70s and the 1st was an 82 i think. remember how pised i was at that? WHY THE FUCK DO I LET MYSELF GET LAZY. WHY.) i'm gonna do the assignments after the test. email ( Read more... )