Made the leap cross the country. Yep. Some would sail the sendoff with best wishes and fond farewells. Some balk at the decision and would just like to see me burn. I guess I came out here because in the end, I dont really care what they thought anyways.

I stood at hill's edge atop fish ranch road, a spry off the oakland hills. - Even in the rain ( Read more... )

headed out for an 8am with Red. We're gonna have a chat, and then learn some abnormal psycology. She's the shit - killer lady to get on with - but girl's gotta hear what this cowboy's gotta say.
guna be a good day.


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spent a couple hours tonight driving around in the Blazer, chain smoking Black and Mild's and playing "Siamese Dream" on a loop.

Someone out there's gotta be able to relate.

how is it possible that I JUST made the discovery of Alkaline Tro? Is this emo-rock or hip hop? because god damn if these dudes hate the saggy, pocked marked slam pigs they've made the mistake of trusting and wasting their best years as much as I do, I think that makes Sean Steven right after all.

Sean, I know you prob wont ever read this - but once ( Read more... )

I diddnt watch the election
and I may be making a permanent move to Boston.

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We emerged from youth all wide-eyed like the rest.
Shedding skin faster than skin can grow, and armed with hammers,
feathers, blunt knives:
words, to meet and to define and to...
but you must know the same games that we played in dirt,
in dusty school yards has found a higher pitch and broader scale than we feared possible,
and someone must be picked ( Read more... )

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.. don't know how else to explain; my conviction has nothing to do with anyone but me. I risk it all, but could become so much more. clap out loud if you believe. I'll prove you all wrong.



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