So, I've noticed that I constantly feel like crap, but I'm not really sure why. So here goes me trying to figure it out...
Everything that's wrong is so small, and it seems stupid for it to make me feel like this.
I can't stop fighting with my mom. She's so ridiculously depressed, I can't even stand to talk to her on the phone. She annoys the shit ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that I can't be good enough for you.
That you're embarassed of me when you're around your friends.
I'm finally starting to see who you really are.
But even that can't change how I feel about you.
I remember the days that you used to live a little for me.
And I'll hold on to them forever.
Until your lips, sweeter than chocolate,
come back, and ( Read more... )

So, big fight with Tyrone...
We were getting along, and having fun,
but then we started talking about Nate.
Then he said this:
iamlimitation (6:24:43 PM): you say you wanted me and all this stuff. but you say you can't control yourself around "hot boys" so if someone was around better looking then me..you'd just hop on him...thats sorta fucked up. you ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while since I updated.  It's been pretty weird lately,  I've been hanging out with CBAB and Liz non-stop though.

SMALLSHIPS:
I got into a big fight with my mom, so I didn't get to drive my car.  We ended up borrowing one of Jeff's friends car.  Jeff and Nate left us as soon as we got there, and Liz and I didn't have a phone to get ( Read more... )

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So... yesterday Jeremy told me that he's 'not just someone to mess around with'.
bwahahahaahahahahaha!
That's the funniest thing I've ever heard in my life.  I love that kid more than absolutely anything.  I want to be with him.  It's him that doesn't want to be with me.  And I told him that. And he was like, well what I said still stands!  So I said ( Read more... )

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I like Tyrone.
He likes me.
Don't ruin it for me.
I'm sorry things didn't work out between you two.
I wanted you guys together at first,
but it's not going to happen,
so be happy for me.
You have other guys.
A few of them.
Can't you be happy with them,
and let me be happy too?

Of course not.
That would be to much to ask...
to let your 'best friend' be happy.

No more girlfriend for that amazing boyyy.
:]
I think that this has been an amazing weekend.
loveLOVElove

I really wish I could get over Jeremy.
I mean, I know it's never going to happen,
because you can't get over love, but I wish I could move on.
All we do is fight.
He only wants me for the physical part of the relationship.
And I can't take it anymore.
I mean, I have no problem with being physical,
but I need him to care too.
And he doesn't.
There's nothign ( Read more... )