I've been dealing with some really dark stuff in the past 8 or 9 months. Part of it was Hamilton, but most of it was stuff with my Papa. I haven't dealt with his death well, I still miss him every fucking day
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My grandfather passed away on May 7th. He's the only grandfather I've ever known since my dad's father was murdered when my dad was 19. My Papa was one hell of a grandpa though. I was so lucky to have had him as an important part of my life. Needless to say it's been incredibly hard. I've been trying to deal though and this will hopefully let me
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