Well, I've been doing ok for the most part. I have my ups and downs.. I can' pick up women...... but I can't pick up women. How you say? Well, I get checked out and such pretty often, even at work, and going to clubs and bars. But....I just never seem to have the nerve to go over and start talking to them. I've had that problem for a long ( Read more... )

Anyway, just decides to update, get some things out of my mind a such since I haven't done so in a while ( Read more... )

Well, feels like a trip down roads I've traveled before again. I don't know how I find myself in these situations constantly. So, I've had interest in a young woman from work again. Not someone I work with directly. This one pretty much works at the other end of the store, so I don't run into her unless I want to. As far as I could tell she ( Read more... )

Well, looks live every schedule posted on the board from here on out has 2pm to 11pm posted on it, with the rare odd 11am to 8pm on the weekends. Partially an issue due to the fact that I don't like working that late. And, what the hells with the 11-8 on the weekends if they're gonna have me 2-11 the rest of the time? Add tp this, that exactly ( Read more... )

This is just more personal realization stuff. I've never been all that good at keeping up on house keeping. Usually I only let it effect my own bedroom though. There are a few exceptions,I just gave up after a while when it came to trying to keep things clean at the place in Mt. Morris. That one being kind of a combination of way more than ( Read more... )

I give, I accept defeat. I know I'm quite obviously doing something wrong. One thing being waiting too long to just say the hell with it and ask someone out. That's been a problem for years. And it's apparently even happened recently. Someone I should of asked out before I went on vacation I guess, too late now though. I've also been called ( Read more... )

Well, I can very easily say that I've been rejected by pretty much every woman that I've had any interest in since 2003. I'd add in those before that, but I was going through depression issues at the time, and really never showed much interest in much of anything prior to that. Well, cept high school but I was just too shy back then ( Read more... )

Well, today I'm starting up towards Michigan, so I can attend my grandmothers funeral. Should take about a day and a half of driving to get there. I'm partially going so I can see her off. And partially so I can give my mother moral support. Otherwise just in case my brother in law decides to get froggy and pull shit ( Read more... )

Well, today at 8:27PM CST, my grandmother died. She had become ill some time around wednesday, was vomitting and such. Then Thursday she was taken to Good Shepherd Hospital in Longview texas. Due to the vomitting she had became extremely dehydrated, to the point where her bowels were beginning to dry out. Around 11pm they performed an emergency ( Read more... )

Been a while since I last updated. Well, I'm still here, so I suppose thats a good thing, at least in my opinion. May be others who feel different, but to hell with them :P. I'm still working at Walmart, somehow. At this point, I'm starting to think that anyone who survives a year working with my department manager should receive a medal. She' ( Read more... )