I have started yet another attempt to reform my life. Don't get me wrong, I am not getting down on myself. I just have come to a point where I realize some destrructive and spirit hindering aspects of my life. I made a pretty good size "to do" list this morning and it has helped so far. I got a good amount done already. I also need to reform ( Read more... )

Woe to you who claim to call on Jesus, yet do not even begin to know the power of the Christ, for before the Man, there was the Word. Your faith is dead! It has not been breathed life by the Word of God whom you who delight in. You call upon a spirit which you do not understand and yet you praise him for doing the same thing over and over. How ( Read more... )

What an awesome day! I had the flu for about 1.5 days and it's pretty much gone now. I am glad I don't get stuck with illnesses for long. God has also fulfilled his promise to break me of my concerns for raising financial support. Freedom tastes so good! It's sunny and warm outside which is always a plus. Today starts the first day of MSU ( Read more... )

Midterms have finally passed by me. I think I did fairly well. I am glad that we can appeal test answers because some of these were tricky. I am still getting used to school, and studying, and discipline. Being out of school for 5 years and then going back isn't as hard as they say, but it is hard to get back into the habits involving it ( Read more... )

I passed out some of my letters yesterday. I think this is the biggest leap of faith I have had to take in a long time, if ever. I have a nervousness and fear with all the unknowns here. I also still struggle with the fear of everyone of the people I write to opting to support me only in prayer, which is great, but the human side of me worries ( Read more... )

I mailed sixty-five out of one hundred and sixteen missionary support letters today. For some reason, this is a scary thing for me to do. I usually look the call that God has put in front of me and take it on without looking back, but because I am seeking support, I feel satan is attacking my thoughts by using my immaturity and irresponsibility ( Read more... )

After many attempts to incorporate e-blogger, I have given up and opted for livejournal, which I already have a personal one for rants and general communication with friends abroad ( Read more... )