(The new cyndi Has just started.. I am done. Her name is cyndithomson I hope you all like her better.. Thank you.)

(looking for a new owner. If you want her e-mail me I will choose who gets her! e-mail me or comment here. Otherwise i still have her)

I woke up this morning, without gary next to me. That is weird, I mean I am used to him lying next to me.. I walked downstairs and into his office.. I saw him sleep with his head on his desk holding his old wedding ring and a wedding video playing.. *sighs* I think he is regretting marrying me ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and had to run to the bathroom. I have been getting sick now almost as soon as I wake up. The joys of pregnancy let me tell you ( Read more... )

This won't be a long update. I just thought I would let you all know everything is going good in my life right now. Babies on the way..

Would any one that is reading this like to get together for lunch or dinner sometime? Let me know. I am free.

I have been busy running around the house this morning getting the girls packed. Now it's my turn to pack. We all are going to go see Gary. He misses his girls very much. Our flight leaves in an hour. I can't wait to see my husband. You should see Brittany right now.. She is all excited grabbing almost everything she owns and listening to her daddy ( Read more... )

I have been really busy since Gary left. I have two little girls here to take care of. I was so nervous in the beginning, Believe me i was actually scared. I cried when Gary was telling us good-bye. I mean its so sad, yet he has this job to do ( Read more... )

First the way you update your journal now is strange.. It will take sometime to get used to ( Read more... )

I have decided to make this finally and staying friends only journal.. if you would like to stay add comment here. otherwise i am deleting people. Thank you and have a great day.

You all know how it goes.. Gary.. Next time you come over.. Go ahead. I need to give you a few things back, I can tell we are over.. Can't you? maybe I am over-reacting. We need to talk. This baby might not get to meet the father.