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Oh squee!
Saw Winter Gloves and You Say Party! We Say Die! last night.
AWESOME!
Go buy CD's. NOW! -
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BWHAHAHAHA! The husband got BOTH kids singing Maiden (who I HATE with firey spittle) and taped it.
http://vomitcomit.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/my-kids-let-me-show-them-to-you/ -
What do I know?
Is it weird that less than a week after he says he's ok with us, I'm having HUGE doubts? We have nothing in common, nothing at all aside from kids and history. He's more interested in people in the computer than us it seems-even when I mentioned having some time away without anyone or thing, he asked why it had to be without the people he talks to ( Read more... ) -
So
I become raving I am woman she beast and tell him I don't need him or really even want him at this point and lo
I get home this afternoon and he suddenly wants to try and work it out.
heh.
I know that I can make it without him, which is what matters. However I WANT to make it work for my family. I owe my daughters one last try if nothing else.
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That's it.
I'm getting a divorce. -
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Sweet FUCK I don't want to work tomorrow. -
1984, the years you stole. (cross post with edits)
stopped in the store, glaring white light
she cries “Mommy! Cherries!” and a moment, a
skip and
I find myself swallowing bile and vomit and 20 some years of
squeamish denial.
One hand in, one round fruit out.
A perfect stem
stretches towards me.
“This one is perfect!” she blurts.
I turn my head so the clenching goes unnoticed.
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Quiver
My first born is 5 in a week or so.
5. As in not a baby anymore. As in a CHILD, not a toddler, not a preschooler.
I'm always fascinated by how time twists and curls itself around me. But this, now, with kids? It's just nuts. I blinked and she was a squalling babe in arms, blinked again and she was walking out the door without me, head held high, ( Read more... ) -
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Walkiing nearly 5kms to work cheers one up immensely. So does dancing to Nina Simone's Sinnerman with ones small and smellies after a long walk on the trail examining everything with a magnifying glass.
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Tres crank.
Ugh. No breakfast+lithium+4kms walk+no water=MASSIVE HEADACHE ( Read more... )