I thought i knew everything i wanted. but today i woke up and i don't know. i don't know anything i want. I don't know if i still want what i have. I don't even know if i have anything ( Read more... )

Music.
Drugs.
Paint.
Paint.
Paint.
Sigh.

What the fuck now?

so... i've decided... life is going no where, so now what do i do. just wait till something good actually happens or give up. I feel an emptiness has overrun these surroundings that everyone has grown accustomed to or consciously chooses to ignore. I have felt the true rath of a lonesome world, yet everyone continues to smile around me ( Read more... )

Damn... Salvia can be intense.

Hell. the god fearing individuals motivation to do what he sees as morally right, but what if Hell grew into you. then what morals could you have if hell has taken you over... then your morals would be that of hell and you could never commit the actions of your god. Maybe trauma is lifes way of saying... i give up on you for now... i give up on you ( Read more... )

The recent events of my life have grown exponentially intense with every passing second. They have mutated into random assortments of love, hate, happiness, sadness, anger, and broken hearts. I have lost a part of myself and may never be the same again, which scares me shit-less. This emptiness growing inside me haunts every thought and emotion ( Read more... )

This is how I feel, spoken through the words of Elliott Smith:

True love is a rose behind glass ( Read more... )

Do you know why I do these things I do?
Do you know why I lose myself in
this medicineDo you know why I am broken ( Read more... )

"I'm sick and tired of trying to change your mind ( Read more... )

Sometimes, while wrapped up in my reality I think,

maybe I'm not enough for you...

I'm sorry.