so it's christmas eve. well, actually it's christmas now. MERRY CHRISTMAS to all ( Read more... )

no, it can't. no way.
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i'm so tired right now i could cry.

being completely honest with someone really scares me. i'm learning it though.

i'm not in the greatest of moods for some reason, so don't read this if you don't want to listen to me whine ( Read more... )

so i lied. and kpat is not back. kpat still sucks. but stuff happens. [if you can't tell, the match didn't go well.] my nerves were all messed up today. i could see my hands shaking and my heart was racing. i love how i fuck up the things that are important to me ( Read more... )

HELLO!!

the match went pretty well today! i'm actually sparing! whoo hoo!

i'm going to fail my chemistry test tomorrow and failing PSAT scores come back on wednesday, but i really don't care. i really don't care at all.

and if something stops my good mood, i will carry on... i hope.

* List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people ( Read more... )

i love the world ( Read more... )

soo this week has been pretty long, and it's only half way over ( Read more... )

Hello.

I was really down for some reason today. I don't really know why.

Sometimes I feel like I'm faking it. Everything. I don't know how to explain it either.

Oh, and by the way, I am a complete failure and a dissapointment. It's going to take a lot to get me through this season.