every night, the thoughts that i hoped would never return to me are flowing faster and faster and faster.

fight it, fight it, fight it. i have to fight it, or it will consume me again.

i can fight it.

i remember when you called me on my sixteenth birthday ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated this thing in awhile, but right now, I'm not happy, so here I go.

First of all, what the fuck did I ever do to you? Who the hell do you think you are, huh? I would never, ever stop anyone from talking to someone because I didn't like them. I'm not that kind of person. I'm willing to give you a chance, but I don't think you ( Read more... )

I've got a few things on my mind ( Read more... )

Such a beautiful girl, so many memories.... Just gone ( Read more... )

things are good. (at least, i think they're good.) today was good ( Read more... )

guess who's going to see the red jumpsuit apparatus at the stone pony!!!!!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

i love my brother!!! he got me tickets for my birthday!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

no, i'm not kidding. i hope everyone felt loved by someone today, no matter who it was. friends, family, boyfriend, girlfriend, a random stranger. even though this is just another day out of the calender. even though it doesn't really matter.

i felt loved, and i hope you did, too.

sometimes i just wish i could stop the world...

stop it from inflicting pain on the ones i love.

i just wish i could tell someone, anyone, you the truth.

the only reason i hate valentines day is because i have no one to share it with.