So, new things always come about and one is expected to flow into it and eventually have it become part of their everyday. The pain we feel is masked by our best fake smile, and the tears in our eyes are related to allergies or perhaps an eyelash out of place. At one moment all is well and the next your dumped this new relevation to swallow. You ( Read more... )

( Pure sex )

Sometimes I think only Calypso understands.. then he meows and jumps off my lap and leaves me.

I'm a fuck.

You're Beautiful.

You're so last summer.

You're so Jealous.

I'm not content with losing.

<3

( Random - very random - pictures )

So what can be said ( Read more... )

Happy 18th to me

Happy St. Patricks Day

"Signals Over The Air"

this is what you see when you look in my direction:
incandescent corsets draw eyes tight like wires.
this is how it feels,
calling out but no one even hears

the signals that we send over the air
over the air
over the air
over the air.

when you say my name,
i want to split it from your lips
and hide like ( Read more... )

Not much to say really..

Huron wants to put me in a support group for grieving teens. I personally don't think I need it..

Starting yoga, should be fun.

This cookie yogart just tastes like yogart Ev.

Its surprising how much fun you can have with a boardgame and a group of boys.

Went to Robs today and played Halo. I shot Brett and Gus. Woot.

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32 years of age

No, 29 for the 3rd time.

I had decided that I was going to stop updating in this. I didn't really feel the need.

But tonight I told him I would try, I told him I can't promise, but I'll try for him.*

*no I didn't promise to update my livejournal

So here I go writting again.

I lost him. We've lost him. He wasn't just some guy I worked with at zellers.

This is the man who ( Read more... )