So last night we had our first basketball game. I was pissed the whole time because we looked fucking stupid. I mean really fucking stupid. It was just pointless and im one of those types that i dont like to make a fucking fool out of myself. oh well. its over. Then i went to megs and to the movies and stuff...it was okay. I just wasnt in the ( Read more... )

Nothing eventful. at all. Im such a boring little fuck ( Read more... )

Yesterday was very fucking stressful...i just wanted to crawl into a ball and cry. First tammy gave me like 8 pictures and i had to do 5 scrapbook pages...it toook soooo long. Then on top of it all i hadent eaten anything but a dorito...not a bag...one ...alllllll day! But i wasnt that hungry anyway. Then i called Gary to see if he would make me ( Read more... )

Why does liking someone hurt so much. why! i just dont get it. Love is such a beautiful thing, except when they dont love you back. I just dont understand. Its kinda like that song..." I say all the right things at exactly the right time, but i mean nothing to you and you dont know why" I try ...and i am so nice and caring to him. I dont know ( Read more... )

I didnt go to superbowl. Im sad. I wanted to go, but my parents wouldnt let me cause im sick. I hate being sick it sucks. :/ anyway, i lied in bed alllll day and then i watched "savannah smiles" which is a movie from a long time ago, and its where my name came from. Its such a cute movie ..me and my mommy were tearing up. anyway, hopkins had ( Read more... )

Blah blah and more blah ( Read more... )

So last night was one of those stay in nights. It was ok. I needed it ( Read more... )

OK...so the past couple days sucked. I get into a fight with Gary..well he doesnt think it was a fight cause he didnt argue...he just ignored me. BUt i think it was a fight. Oh well its all said an done and were straight now so its all good. but then alex called me a stalker because i tried talking to him! im like dude wtf i just wanna be your ( Read more... )

Hi. im depressed. im going to cut myself with a razor spoon. Can i have a cookie? then bandaid so i can heal..and do it all over again and get more cookies so i can get fat and tell people im fat so they feel bad for me and i cut myself. and so the cycle starts again. until i kill myself for a cake.
the end (this was written by Jason.)

bye.

I havent written in this thing since the summer. But im bored and deicded it would be kinda cool to have a livejournal again. So...yeah life has kinda taken a weird turn for me. I dont ever talk to alex anymore, however i think that might change on account of the fact i called him for the first time in a month today. It was kinda awkward. I ( Read more... )