I know what i did was wrong. Really really wrong. Not just the other night, but this whole summer i've def. acted to my whorish potential. But im really not that kind of person. My friends know this...I know this...but he doesnt. He still thinks that im a slut. Would a slut hold a year relationship at age 14? I dont think so. I just dont ( Read more... )

so ok ( Read more... )

Well. Today is one of those days thats supposed to be life changing. Well, kinda anyway. Now that im 16 i can start driving, get a job, and when I hookk up with older guys they wont necessarily think im to young. Haha. What im curious...is if people with remember. Welkl not technically people per say more like one person. Pat texted me at 5 ( Read more... )

WOW as you can see i really havent updated in forever...well since January! SOO much has happend since then. Lets just get all caught up shall we ( Read more... )

So, its def been a really long time since i have updated my journal. Its like i need to have this one really bad night to want to write in here, and i will for awhile but then ill stop. I guess tonight is that one bad night. It has been incredibly shitty. {except talking to Gary of course.} I dont know. Adam was really assholeish. I wanted ( Read more... )

Urg i dont like being sick. I just got over it, and now once again im sick. ah fuck me. What can you do. Anyway, so im kinda confused. I do like adam and stuff. He is a sweet heart and he is def my type, like Gary said. I need someone thats shy, and in a way, adam is pretty shy, well compared to like other people. So i have my date with ( Read more... )

Well, im def sitting here really confused. This kid likes me, definitaly. He told me and stuff, and he is nice and sweet to me and shit. Im just, well i dont know. Im def still like inlove with Gary. (he knows cause i told him, so i dont feel putting it in here). So just in general, im confused. Someone help me. I just have this feeling ( Read more... )

OK, so this kid, (Im going to refer to him as *poke* cause thats me and christinas nick name for him). well poke he likes me. or I think he does anyway. so i heard from people. I dont know!! I dont know what to do. I think its kinda funny. Im kinda excited tho. because, well someone actually likes me. It makes me feel good in a cool way. ( Read more... )

Yeah. tonight i have this banquet to go to. and i dont want to, cause its stupid and I dont feel like it thanks. Yesterday my sister had her party thing, it was weird. i felt stupid i was like the oldest kid there, and yeah need i say more. All the kids wanted me to dance and so i was, but i felt odd, so i stopped and sat there. Then I went to ( Read more... )

01. Who are you ( Read more... )