its been a long time since i wrote in this journal so lets see...im married now and live in hawaii...my husband is currently deployed to iraq...his name is michael ramsey...and hes a marine...and i havent seen my family in almost a year...or at least it would be a year in feb...missing home and my hubby...laters 

ok...lets see lately i havent talked much to anyone in ocp...which not only worries me...but makes me sad...ive been hanging out more with my best friend christina and josh old...as you can tell...and this is whats happened lately ( Read more... )

DEAR WILL,ok let me just get this out on the table...never call me numerous times, insult me, and then have the nerve to ask to see me...i dont care if you were joking or not...dont call me and bitch at me for insulting you or some shit because i wrote how i felt in my journal when you OBVIOUSLY DIDNT READ IT CAREFULLY...and if you think any of ( Read more... )

DEAR WILL,today was boring...i had an midterm exam that i took for excel at 2pm and then i imed as usual with people...also i ran at 8pm like the last two days which i plan to keep a habit...im at least going to do it everyday i dont work...and man i didnt know i had abs until they started hurting...grr...anyway then i ACTUALLY COOKED wow can you ( Read more... )

DEAR WILL,lately i have been thinking about my past relationships...trying to figure out why so many of them went horribly wrong...i miss the one that got away everyday...and nothing i do will ever bring him back to me...ive lost friends...ive hurt...ive loved...and ive laughed...so much has happened since i moved back to franklin...also i talked ( Read more... )

ok nothing really new is going on...just that last sunday i went with josh old to va beach and hung out with my best friend christina...anyway we watched hitch...we went to the mall and did some shopping...i so was having withdrawals...after spending awhile at lynnhaven mall we went back to chris's house to watch boogeyman...we were going to see a ( Read more... )

been thinking alot lately...about friends, life in general, and me...and i know i really hate living in franklin...and i know i hate feeling lonely so often...i used to have friends drop by alot...now i seldomly see them...i was talking to my coworker Ryan and she just doesnt get how people just drop me...maybe i need to stop giving and caring so ( Read more... )

MY NEW QUOTE OF THE DECADE IS.....
IF YOU DONT LIKE WILL, YOU DONT KNOW WILL!!!

btw just in case you havent notice WILL ROCKS...and i am making sure EVERYBODY knows it...

did you ever feel like you were the third wheel or like you didnt have a friend in the world??? did you ever feel like you coming to an event was a mistake? did you ever feel like the friends you thought you had didnt like you??? did you ever feel like you werent part of a group you used to think you were apart of ( Read more... )

leslie and hill just left and i thank them for coming over and talking to me...pretty much what im going to do is stop trying so hard to be nice to people and if i dont want to do something i wont do it...also im going to wait for people to talk to me instead of the other way around...not only am i stopping the drama...im just going to finally be ( Read more... )