im crawling out of my skin.
i just needa get back to school

through a series of events in my life that i haven't updated about on this here livejournal, i find myself a much changed person ( Read more... )

yeah so i've had a really rough year ( Read more... )

oh man, I've gotten those exact same words from two different people, and a bunch of different variations of it within the past two days. life is ridiculous. Emilyn bashes back.

Life is weird.

But I love my housemates!!! So much. I'm so effing glad i applied to live in la casa. I get to learn so much awesome stuff about latin american culture and ugh its awesome.

that's all for now.

• "I'm the kind of person that believes that they can truly love ten people at a time...I know a lot of people don't agree with that, but I'm actually really not even sure that I want to change that." i.e. what have I gotten myself into..?? I have a real "boyfriend" now, and of course it's complicated. I don't have a good grasp on what a real ( Read more... )

maybe i was just being really paranoid??

i feel totally manipulated.

um wtf i dont even know how i got this lj icon and wtf is it even from but whatever.......
i had a dream in chinese two nights ago and bai loashi told me that when you start dreaming in chinese is when you start internalizing the language
this is a milestone in my life
granted it was very simple words and phrases
but still very exciting

IM SO EXCITED  ( Read more... )

so pretty much power shift sucked
i really do hate liberal environmentalists haha
it was just so fucked up
and it was funded by fucking walmart!!! wtf man!!!
plus they werent allowing people into workshops because there was too many people
and the only two workshops i went to effing sucked
they were just way too basic
i didn't even end up going to the ( Read more... )