Updating from school ( Read more... )

Everyone, I'm having trouble updating my journal from my name right now, so go to VampireFreaks for my entries.

http://vampirefreaks.com/u/SynestheticDreamz

See you there.

Dammit! -stabs everyone- Fucking whores ( Read more... )

School starts tomorrow! My fucking god, I'm nervous, yet excited because I'm going to see my people. That's going to be cool ( Read more... )

Saw my lover boy and best friend yesterday. It was fun. I felt really close to Dustin. We spent a lot of time just talking and kissing and holding hands. It was awesome.

He called about an hour ago, I think. Maybe a little more. He was just seeing how I was doing and apologizing for not getting on the computer last night, it just wasn't available. So that made me feel like a real jerkoff because I was getting all pissed off over nothing. And there was sort of this pause and he said "I love you" out of the blue, and ( Read more... )

Okay, so he finally called me last night after I left him a voicemail on his phone. He wasn't mad at me, he was just napping all day. He was over at someone else's house when we were talking, so there wasn't much conversation between the two of us. I wanted to cry and tell him about how worried I was and whatnot, and I couldn't because it wasn't ( Read more... )

Eysenck's Test Results Extraversion (25%) low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Neuroticism (88%) very high which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Psychoticism (31%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the ( Read more... )

Well, can't get a hold of Dustin over the phone, which scares me a little bit lot. I told CJ about how I was paranoid he was going to break up with me, and he assured me that wouldn't happen. I don't know, I'm just freaking out right now. If he says it's over, I'm not sure I can handle that. I'm really happy with him and I assume he feels the same ( Read more... )

Had a lot of fun today. Barrel and Dustbunny...ah, fuck it! CJ and Dustin came over to my house and we walked around for about three hours. I had to lie to my dad and tell him that we were going to the gas station, and we ended up walking over to this park and hanging out under a bridge. It was really dirty, so Dustin took his shirt off and put it ( Read more... )