In loving memory of William "Bill" Wangen

Grandfather, godfather, partner, friend, mentor, hiking buddy, father, golfing master, loved one.

RIP

I am completely torn up at the moment. Trying to get ahold of R. Also Trying to fly home to Leavenworth ASAP.

I just am so lost....

 For some reason - I am quite okay.. I am quite ready to tackle on the things ahead and I am a hundred percent less stressed than yesterday.

I think -- I just want to be done with school so much that I just don't care...

 Man is in love - and loves what vanishes.
 - WB Yeats

This is the story of my life...

In other news: polo pony deaths making me very sad. http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/04/20/dead.horses/index.html if you all want the story.
As a UVA polo club player, this just makes me really concerned for the sport and it also makes me (as usual) concerned about ( Read more... )

 I am listening to Joseph Arthur, and I totally forgot how much I love "In the Sun". It makes me want to just open up my heart and I don't know...even pray. Pray for peace, healing, forgiveness and then reach out to everyone else I have wronged ( Read more... )

 So I need someone who can help me with computer advice ( Read more... )

 I am actually way less stressed than I have been in a while.

I have a great graduate school offer, I am getting all my work done, I have someone who misses me, I have a cup of coffee in my hands right now....

Yes, it's all good.

 HOLY EFFING CRAP -  I am moving to London !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got an offer from the London School fo Economics. This is one of the top universities in my field of research [ Agricutural Politics of the EU] !   Yay for graduate school !

So effing happy now. And can relax a bit ! 
I almost don't care if I don't get my ( Read more... )

• No word on schools - booo
• No word on jobs - even more booo
• No word on where I am living in the summer
• No word on where I may work this summer
• No word on if I am traveling this summer

 Eff - my insomnia is back. I slept maybe two hours. I think I fell asleep at four, and was awoken by the scariest nightmare I have ever had.

I don't like what stress does to my psyche. 

Now Seattle is the largest city in America that has lost a major newspaper, that is going to a online only edition. Horray for Recession - taking away good reporting! Ugh - I HATE the Seattle Times, but it looks like it will be gone soon too. Meh. This sucks.