today was hard. did awesome sales at work! didn't drink at all until about an hour ago. everything gets weird when I think about my gram. it's sad. one drink... I can do this.

believe it or not... i got a job. i'm at work right now but it's slow cause it's snowing and we had a lot of people call in. tuesday- saturday. yup, that's about it.

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i dont fucking get it. there are good people in this world, and there are bad people. the people that make me happy or comfort me are the one's that go. the people that make my life miserable, are somehow still around.

i still cant get over not having my gram around. i'm miserable without her. i really am. FUCK EVERYTHING.

my closest member of my family, the one that should take credit of my being my mother, gram pattie died (6/17)

i was told today that the best thing i could do for this world would be to kill myself. i'm leaving greensboro tonight and not too sure when and if i'm coming back, sophie and knuckles are coming with. i know running away won't make me happier, but staying here is not an option. i'm scared.

dear beer,
you make me fat. i'm single now so i have to say goodbye. i need to look awesome, but if you can somehow get a hot guy with money to fall in love with me, i will totally be on your team again.

love,
erica

i'm still liveeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! (somehow) i'm still surprised.

this isn't some psycho crazy vegan rant... i've just felt so BAD because kitten is just being kitten and she has NO IDEA what will happen to her tomorrow. she had never been inside since i got her, and has NEVER left my house except for her routine vaccinations ( Read more... )