HOORAY FOR TAX REFUNDS!!!!

can i hear the mall????????????

lol, my birthday is next week!!!!!
its a good month
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))

oh, EXCEPT for The Devil Wears Prada being sold out.,...if anyone can get tickets or has some, INFORM ME!!!
i just might have to sell my body for a ticket.....

I miss old things.
i miss going over at all hours and just saying hi...

Life is different...
the people i spend time with ...are different...

am I changing as a person?
or just becoming desperate?

I dont know if I like this "new me"

& im very conflicted with my feelings...
i miss the past..but i look forward to the future..but so far, the future doesnt ( Read more... )

so, i just got home from Tally,
it was funnnn
kevin and i spent time with Drew and Bianca and Robin..and we went longboarding, which was a lot of fun.

i feel bad that there are some people that i havnt rly talked to in a while, like james and janina and logan ...
the crew...
ive just been busy and like..idk..i love you guys!
i do!

anyway, workkkkk and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a GREAT day.
i woke up in a good mood.
honestly, i feel like Im finally over Rachel.
I mean, i care about her immensely and i love her and shes one of my best friends,
but i can move on now.

ALSO.

I got the internship at the studio!
i found out while i was at work yesterday and it seriously MADE my day.
i am SO stoked words cannot express.
( Read more... )

Things are different between me and Rachel, whether she admits it or not.
i can feel it.
it sucks, i miss the person who i met and shared so much with..

on  a lighter note,
im waiting a few more days till i can get in contact with hits producer guy...hopefully ill be able to get something going with that
&
i got offered a job with a termite company, ( Read more... )

gooood week
bring on the New Year

09issofine

job @ studio????
life, lets get rollin
 

on second thought, fuck it.
its time to move on.

im feelin pretty alone
it sucks
i need to stop counting on other people to make me happy, because ill always be disappointed.

i just want a civic si
and to be in orlando
livin it up, pretending to be a cool person
 

jolsdfg;lisdfviorngas;rh
i dont know what im trying to say here....

theres so much going on in my head and i really have no way of expressing it

all i know is, life was better before all of this..

#_#
 

ok
Im officially in a weird situation

but i kinda like it
:D