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I'm stupid. I woke up today at 12:30 in the morning. I thought it was 6:15 for some stupid ass reason. I brushed my teeth I put my contacts on. I put my socks, kneepads, anklebraces, and shoes on. I got let my dogs out and I look at the clock and I'm like fuck. Way to go me. I had first period off today. I got to dress up a little better. I was soo ( Read more... )

So... I ran the mile today. Everyone seemed to be slow today so I didn't emphasize that i was trying to keep my pace. I wasn't last though. Came in did dots. I'm pretty good at those they're just a hassle. Went to go lift free weights w/ no air conditioner. Sweat was literally running down my legs and I usually don't sweat. So that was a new ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed. Today we find out who makes what team. I hope I hope I hope I make it. I really do. It's not going to be the end of the world if I don't but I'll be dissapointed. I hope she's gonna take another junior. She has to take a new junior. I need to do really good in tryouts. I can't screw up. I need to be confident in myself. UGhh I'm ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I should go to bed. I have another day of two-a-days then tryouts then I figure out what team I'm on. I think I may have a decent chance but I'm gonna have to work at it. I have to make it! I want to wear those pink socks, damnit. My face is breaking out. I'm kind of pissed. So today I found out I can't run. But tommorrow will be ( Read more... )

Wow, I just now realized that volleyball is starting up again tommorrow. I have chrobo camp all this week and then kingsville this weekend. Then I have two-a-days the first. I am nervous and stressed and excited. I'm going to die if I don't make it. I'll be in emotional hell. But I'm going to be confident. I have butterflies already.... ugh ( Read more... )

I love my friends. I'm glad they have hope in me. I'm so stressed about volleyball right now. I'm gonna go into two a days and bust my ass. Not give up and push. Play my heart out, everything. I'm going to die if I make JV. I understand how Niranda must have felt last year. Me and LA were talking about that and now I understand. I have kingsville ( Read more... )

I was going to effing update but then stupiddd photobucket decided to just open a completely different website about kidsbop and an error message came on exiting my whole internet. Ugh. ruagtorsiuegiurv. I'll still post pictures I owe that much to you right? It's just of the real world house really. I'll post more of other things later. I was a ( Read more... )

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So I'm bored... I babysat tonight and got myself some money... and all I want to do is spend it. Which I think I may tommorrow. I want that antigua shirt from AE and the aruba one. Who knows. So I got a new shirt from Hollister and 3 from AE. Plus kell gave me one polo from Ae too. I went to a hooks game and the hook mascot is pretty cute. I need a ( Read more... )