i even feel ignored on the internet. it's gotten almost to the point where i don't mind.

when guys do something that proves that they love someone -- even on the telly -- it makes me cry.

haha.

i love being so busy but then again i hate it ( Read more... )

yesterday was a day. today is a worse one, although it's getting better by the moment. yesterday i didn't really fight with (but it felt like it) sam. whatever, it's cool now, he said he's sorry. and also. i want a boy. not one that fights with me but one that's just there ( Read more... )

also.

noone at my store knows who the clash are.\
this makes me terrily sad.

and.

i had a sex dream about iggy pop last week.\
this makes me terribly not sad.
(iggy's hot. old, but hot.)
[i think for my "future aspirations" next year, i'll put iggy pop.]

dismayed. just, really down. today. and yesterday ( Read more... )

dear internet ( Read more... )

man i fucking miss the internet. i feel really odd right now. this morning i did a test to see how i acted without coffee for an hour and stahl says i act almost as peppy but not quite so hyper. i can't do without coffee. i am addicted ( Read more... )

i hate when people post comments anonymously. especially when they sound like freshmen. at least leave an email address, people.

it almost makes me sad how long it's been since i've actually updated. yesterday all i did was work and go home and be a bitch and cry. i'm so confused.

friday i almost feel over in my shower stall. i was drunk. thought it was funny.