there aren't many thrills in my life anymore.

tomorrow, me, jenny, sammy, and luke are going tux looking. i want to make lukey wear an orange one. or just an orange vest. he doesn't want any orange. i think it would be fun.

walking into school this morning made everything seem very clear:
we all voluntarily walk into hell in an education system every day.

but it doesn't always feel that bad.
today i sold leaves in economics.
jerry sold short buses.
hodgie sold trash bins.

i hate school vacations. i tend to sit around doing nothing all the time.

today i don't feel old, i just feel like i can never eat anything orange ever again.

tomorrow is my birthday. tomorrow is a movie party.
today is the day before my birthday. today i took a nap. i feel old.

today, hodgie, jer, and i went to medway. we went to their post office. we went to east's lounsbury's. we went all over millinocket. we put posters up for band. and we had vigue's stapler.

today is a saturday. today we went to school. goddamn. we took a ton of snow days this year so instead of making us make them up at the end of the year, they're making us show up on a few saturdays. for three hours.

such a joke.

there was a health fair in the gym, which spells FREE STUFF for everyone in the entire school so all day three hours of ( Read more... )

very high strung right now. twenty minutes ago someone jumped the shit out of me. it was so quiet in here and they came in and just shouted at the top of their lungs. i almost went into shock.

i'm so tired. i was at sam's until 10:30 last night. i'm so comfortable around sam. he can drive now. things are different from what they may appear to be. ( Read more... )

watch i heart huckabees.

because in the end, all we are all looking for is the ball thing or pure being and nothing really matters.