And that's not such a bad thing. I'm dying inside really. I can't trust anyone. The people I thought I could trust, they've shattered. The people I've loved and trusted have all been lies. I am caught in a world worth nothing and I can't seem to deprive myself of it. I've done wrong things, I've done many things that would not be looked upon as ( Read more... )

It's what ensues when your heart feels trapped and wants to be free. Not pertaining to any person, situation, or grievance, but to what you can do with your heart. The limits and bounds you wish to break through- the ones I wish to burst to pieces and watch the cage around my heart fly out of my chest into some other impending doom. But then again ( Read more... )

Too hard ( Read more... )

Fuck memories.

This has been a trying couple of days.

Please don't lie to me, I am not as stupid as you think. I feel used whenever I think I'm being lied to, and I'm just about all used up. So if you'll kindly just tell me that you're lying or that you lied before- whatever it takes to solve this controversy, please do it. I am always the one to bring up the matter with anyone, I'm not afraid to call ( Read more... )

My room is barren, life wise. The walls are full of life, I am full of life. Everything I'm doing is full of life, but I have nothing to take care of, plants a fish? Something to fill a little bit of my day taking care of something. Looking around here there are flowers, plants, ... I haven't looked for fishes yet, but I haven't found anything here ( Read more... )

is one of the most adorable movies that I've ever seen. Some of it makes you cringe, and it's definitely funny. I'm glad I went to that premier thing tonight. I feel special 'cause I got to watch it before other people, haha but then again other people probably watched it before me. Ah well, go see it when it comes out, if you liked Juno, or ( Read more... )

It's not wrong to want to make someone happy. But to what extent can you give yourself up without crossing any lines? Telling jokes, compliments, actions. Everything... to what extent does it have to be done to be considered flirting? What if that's just my human nature. What if that's just the way that I have always done something, without meaning ( Read more... )

I have had one hell of an amazing day. I'm feeling wonderful after a little medicinal theraputical... whatever you want to call it. Up on top of Ceasar Chavez building there is a place where astronomy classes were supposed to meet, but because it's ... always fucking foggy here in good ol' SF it didn't turn out quite right. After the people got ( Read more... )