ITS ABOUT TIME ( Read more... )

I really dont have too many people around me that i want to call friends anymore. Everyone i ever considered to be a friend is a complete opposite of what they once were. The only people i still consider my friends are the ones i see the least.

I Love This Girl

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I feel lately like no matter how much i try i cant do anything right, and no matter how much i try to beleive something, its not true. I feel so helpless. Im on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Stressed out beyond belief. Work fucked me over, i can feel heidi slowly slipping away, i dont have a connection with my family at all, and now i only have ( Read more... )

These entries are so few and far between, i always want to post something, but never really have much to talk about. Me and heidi are doing Great? i guess i could say, weve been having our ups and downs, that have been taking there toll on me, but she is well worth the struggle that comes with every relationship. I really hope things can stay good ( Read more... )

i really hope things stay this amazing forever. i would be very grateful.

all i want out of my simple life is to make you happy, no matter what i have to do.

holy shit, amazing amazing amazing ( Read more... )

so life, what a fucked up thing it is. i tried so hard for the past 3 years to get to where i am at work, and now im trying even harder just to get out. seems almost kind of redundant to me, but its the right thing for me to do. so ive FINALLY decided on going back to school, after putting it off for this long. i just need to find a new job to help ( Read more... )

amazing, amazing, amazing past 6 months. ive met the worlds greatest girl. moved out, moved home. got promoted twice. been to colorado, texas, alabama, and a few other random places. and am having the time of my life. i couldnt ask for a greater person to share it with than heidi. all of my journal posts have been about being happy, and how much ( Read more... )