i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together now
I cant always just forget her but she could try
at the end of the world
or the last thing I see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are never ever
ever get the feeling that you're never
all ( Read more... )

 ( On Wings of Lead )

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

It all built up, inside of ( Read more... )

I'm coming over but it never was enough
I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
(I got a bad feeling about this)

Oh. Hahahaha!!! I laugh in the face of all you poor people!!!! I have, wait, let me count it... okay I had 75 dollars but now I only have 61. I'm fucking rich!!! Ahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe how much money I can make working for my mom!!!! HA! Okay, I think I'm having way too much fun... I'm going to stop now.

I'm sooooo fucking tired. I just pulled an all nighter with Brian. Yeah, I have a new roommate now. We went to the Korean pool hall with Chris, and then moved a whole bunch of shit from his parent's house here at like six this morning. Brian's a cool guy. I guess I'll go more into details later when I can actually see the screen...... 

I shoveled gravel for two hours today without pay. I'm going to go home and get some sleep now...

I just noticed that all of my posts these day are angry. I didn't go to jail. My next date is the 21st. So if I'm going to get locked up, I'm going to do my time on Christmas. Isn't my life just fucking peachy?

I got kicked out of my sixth period class today. For being disruptive. It was fun.

I'm a selfish bastard and I don't think it will ever change.

Sad, small, sweet, so delicate
We used to be this dying breed
I got a bad feeling about this
I got a bad feeling about this

You kept still until the long drive home
You slept safe and close to the window...
I got a bad feeling about this
I got a bad feeling about...

Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night)
Well say you'll have to go (I ( Read more... )