my 2nd love is IP Relaying.

at least trying to be. :/

so i'm deciding to move on.
as hard as it may be.
how come doing what's best isn't always what you want?

i hate the feeling of not being the one in control of certain situations. if i was in his situation i would sit me down and tell me how he felt. instead he keeps whatever he wants to tell me in his head. and he's making me wait. sad. nervous. worried. he said it himself that by me knowing whatever it is he needs to tell me would make things better ( Read more... )

don't get your hopes up. expect the worse.

i've been feeling so motivated lately. im looking forward to tomorrow. i'll be in the darkroom all day. and the next day. and the next. but it's not just printing i've been motivated to do. i have these plans to start building stuff. and just having me time. this weekend was fun. contained happiness. dancing. laughing. good friends. jealousy. ( Read more... )

post what you think of me.
as a person, how am i?
to the best of your knowledge,
what makes me mad, happy, etc.
i want your opinions.
you can post anonymously.
or leave your name.

oh great.
here i go again.
im stuck in this rut.
not sure how to begin.
oh. should i tell everything.
im feeling out of luck.
so i won't see you soon.
because i know its too soon.
for you to see me.
if this is the last thing you do.
just tell me that its okay for me.
to have these feelings for you.and its normal to want to call you ( Read more... )

man. the click five is absolutely horrible.

saves the day is tomorrow. :)

( Terrordome )

yes or no?

your answers will help me make a decision.