i'll dream about scooping ice cream.. since that's all i do.
my toes are freezing off.

i'm going to the doctor because i am sick.
the end.

and richard said that beth would get my solo if i couldn't sing it.. i wanted to die.
(haha)

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this too shall pass..

such a beautiful vision of freedom.

i promise i'll be better.

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richard bought me a balloon from winn-dixie.
and meggin and i rubbed heads which = love.

and when you are halfway through the tunnel, why try to turn around - when the end is just as far away..
that was supposed to be inspirational, but i doubt i got my point across..

my feet are cold.
because i stood outside in the ( Read more... )

well.. words are useless..
but i'll use a few ~

seems like i'm going nowhere fast..
i get lost kind of easily,
and i'm having those really long bad days
where you just want to scream to bleed or something..
and all that.

i keep hearing about the majesty of that awesome god of ours, though..
and a little birdy told me that next week was def. my week ( Read more... )

life hates me.

in the dark
i sometimes forget the light will come - the stars will shine
in the rain
i sometimes forget the sun will shine  - the land will be green and fresh
in the rush
i sometimes forget how to slow down - how to be still
in the noise
i sometimes forget the quiet will come - peace will return
in the loneliness
i sometimes forget that you are always ( Read more... )

we've got movies on the list to see
things to do just you and me
calls to make from here to there and back
we've got fun to have and days to spend
songs to sing or just pretend..
at least for now..
we'll just pretend.

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i'm sick of being inconsistent.
and i don't like people. i know they don't like me either but whatever.

when ( Read more... )

the stars are absoultly gorgeous!
i just stood there and was like "wooooowwwww..."

I don't know why these days are the way they are.. but they will work out - and something greater is waiting for me..
I just wanted to say that.

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I don't like being sad.
:)

when everything inside me looks like everything i hate..
you are the hope i have for change - you're the only chance i'll take..

_ broadway is dark tonight.

"a weary heart never sleeps.."

and i go on as you get colder..
or are you someone's prayer?

and i'll become what you became to me..

"i saw ( Read more... )

i'm just sick of things going wrong.
gah i just want to SCREAM.

lesley had a wreck. she's okay though.. the deer is dead.. as if we care.
we don't have any more money.
i am going to sell myself into slavery for cash.

my mom cried on the kitchen floor.

".. They'll think I'm hardcore."
says my father.

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I feel famililary out of place.
= Refreshingly saddening.

( my favorite songs of today )