".. I just miss you.."
he says.

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Wayne told me that love is beautiful.. .

sing out.. off-key.. at the top of your lungs..
not because you love the song - but because you love to sing.

:) i danced around the world today.

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so my manager told me that i was the best singer she's ever heard.. and i laughed and said 'does that mean i get a longer break?'..
she said 'no i was just kidding.'

so the days are swell..

I'm feeling new.
Maybe I just hate school. Maybe it just ruins my life. Haha. I should stay out more.

So I go to have my surgery..
and the words I heard from the doctor..
      ... stiches.. sedation.. barbaric.. gash.. laser.. I.V.. put to sleep.. breath-taking pain.. scar
made me and my mother realize that this was more than we thought..

so we ( Read more... )

... even in death the righteous have a refuge. Proverbs 14:32

... so there is hope for your future. Jeremiah 31:17

Indeed this will turn out for my delieverance... Job 13:16

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the ( Read more... )

her breath began to speak as she stood in front of me.
the color of her eyes were the color of insanity.
.. crushed beneath a wave like a ship that can't be seen ..
and as I pressed up against her face, I could feel her insecurity.

that was who she was to me.

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Another day down at that job of mine..
This day was easier.
I'm getting used to ( Read more... )

So one day of work down.
No one is dead.. no one had the wrong food..
it's kinda cool.

I ate ice cream in the corner when no one came through the drive through.
It made me feel better.

Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough to be exact.

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My chest hurts. My head has not quit hurting yet.
But hey. I'm breathing.
And my dad felt bad for yelling at me.. so he ( Read more... )

Well.. wrecked my car.
Might has well of killed myself.. but that didn't happen..

just a really bad headache.

I'm just stupid.
I should be in kindergarden because my brain isn't developed.

Maybe God's saying "Amanda.. it's time for a break.."
He could have just told me through a burning bush.. not through a totaled car..

(sarcasm.. it's okay to laugh ( Read more... )

Life is what happens to you when you are busy making other plans.
- -- Mr. Holland's Opus

I like that movie.
I bagged groceries for 6 hours today.. and then slept for a bagillion hours.

the end.

without hope, there is no faith..
and faith does not dissappoint us.. (romans 5:5)

wow! i mean.. that gives me a reason to keep going..
without hope.. there is no faith..
and hope does not dissappoint us!

gah.. i could say it over and over and over again. :)
happiness!!

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richard gave me a book today and said "I bought this because I read it and I ( Read more... )

.. Love like you've never been hurt ..

that's the quote of the day! yay!
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God made me to be a beautiful creation. Not that I have to be beautiful on the outside or anything.. but as I meet more people, I am inspired by everyone's beauty. Like.. everyone is soo beautiful on the inside. Everyone is different.. and everyone has beauty.
As I ( Read more... )