Well I am officially finished with finals. I turned in my philosophy paper today, a masterpiece. the past week i have been totally stressed out, especially sunday night. I thought i was going crazy , literally. I swear i have some sort of, or a combintaion of, psychological condition(s). Anyway after studying for psych on sunday i had a couple ( Read more... )

right now everything sucks. i have lost interest in everything. im hopless. i dotn care anymore, im done. i dont really have anything out look forward to anymore. whats the point in even trying? just so i can get out of here and start over and not fuck up again? im really fuckign depressed right now. i dont usually say anything when im feeling ( Read more... )

It's 4/20. Its like earth day, hump day, hitler's birthday,the anniversary of the columbine shootings, and the only day where you are supposed to get high.It's the day where you are supposed to skip class and smoke out, or as I like to call it...wednesday. hahahaa, im priceless. As I type this, people everywhere are smoking out, becasue they have ( Read more... )

so i have been feeling quite low lately, mostly b/c of school. i talked to my dad last night and i probably wont be coming back to eastern next semester. i pretty much fucked up this semester and will probably only pass 2 classes. so its looking like icc over summer and then next semester. what a bummer. but i only have myself to blame, too much ( Read more... )

I picture a dark and cloudy day, it's raining out and im in the backyard of my old house going down into the woods. Its muddy and everything is dark browns and greens. even the sky has a hint of green tint to it, underneath the gray. i can smell the rain and wet leaves and the mud. animals scurry to find shelter, but I go on, deeper into the woods ( Read more... )

this semester is the opposite of anyting good. there is nothing really that good about it. i jsut want it to be over and for it to be summer. then next semester will be better, i wont make the mistake of fucking up. next year i will stay on top of things. but that does me no good now... i need some understanding. im starting to come to my ( Read more... )

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There is something going on here...something i can't eplain. It seems very weird, it seems very strange. I really want this semester to be over. Summer wont be much better...i will have to take a couple summer classes and have a job so I'll have like no time at all. But at least I'll be home. I have come to realize that a lot of my life is spent in ( Read more... )

im back after a long period of being-awayness. shit, a lot has happened, yet theres nothing to tell. i gave up cussing for lent, so i should prolly not sat the S word...no not Sword...or the F word.i have made it my goal to rais $94 million...dont ask, just donate its a very worthy cause hahah its i went home this weekend...hung out w/ some ( Read more... )

So I got a lot of response to my last entry, mostly by girls. But everyone seemed to agree w/ it, or find it amusing, which is good. It was not meant as a blow to the female species(b/c you are a different species). I dont thnk all girls suck. ok done w/ that. Now this! ummm.....this weekend was good. from what i rememebr. I know me and Bryan were ( Read more... )