Movies are disillusioning people. By movies i mean specifically romantic comedies, and by people i mean specifically the female species. It is a known fact that the media has an influence on us all, especially t.v. and movies. Well movies like"How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days," and other such "chick flicks" (i cant think of anymore off the top of my ( Read more... )

i went home this weekend cuz it was a 3 day weekend and stacey was going home to so i caught a ride w/ her cuz i forgot some shit at home anywas. it was a pretty good weekend, i had some fun. Sunday night was the best, staying up till 7 jsut hanging out and shiz, then sleeping on the floor for a few hours only to be woken up my my pissed off dad ( Read more... )

back at school and falling into routine again, wishing i was in california on the beach writing ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to the woman who birthed me! and happy birthday to me 2 days ago...me and brodie and alli went to one world cafe, after we were at the gas station and saw the amazing former lead signer of the Geisert 8 band Dan and found out he was coming to my "party" that night. then...blah durp dee derm...we ended up partying w/ Jen and ( Read more... )

its been a while....heres a brief briefing:christmas day was spent in the hospital with my family and grandpa...everyone thought he was gonna go then, but he lasted 2 more days before he died.the funeral was tough...i touched his hands before they closed teh casket and they were so cold...i broke down...the last time i held his hands was right ( Read more... )

and so its break time....time for break. back in peoria for like 3 weeks. everything is different but nothing has changed... we moved to a really cool house witha view....and at night i can see the stars so clearly. my throat hurts, ive had a touch of the cold for about a week. its weird seeing peope you were friends with in ( Read more... )

AHHHH its finals week and its freezing and windy out.....i hate studying but thats all ive been doing lately. which is good i guess cuz i dont have time to worry about all my little problems and how people make me depressed......but no time for any of that.. today and yesterday i studied with katie, who i met friday, and watched dodgeball ( Read more... )

so i just got finished with my philosopy paper wich is due tomorrow and i think i might have done well. now i am watching conan obrien who is hilarious. but sit its a re-run, oh well. i have finals next week and then i come home for break and i can not wait. I jusst want to leave this place, i need a break. december makes me so depressed...i guess ( Read more... )

where to start. starting over is no way to begin. where to begin is always a tough decision. well i suppose that is a good inrto...i am still depressed. sometimes im ok and realize i have nothing to worry about, the next minute im shitty again. the silence scares me more than you know. i just want something i can hold close to ( Read more... )

ILL BE HOME IN DECEMBER when leaves dont fall form the trees as long as you remember you are always with mee. as long AS INTS CONSTANTLY SOUND AND THERERES NO SIGN OF IMPENDING DANger. ill keep hanging around.i wish little againa, i had everything to look forward too and i was safe and sheltered form all the worlds harm. i saw my better half of ( Read more... )