its been quite some tme since i last did this...so much SHIT going on in life..... well i just got back to EIU from my long but not long enough Thanksgiving break. My first day back i went to a double kegger Matt King and some people from Eastern. My first day of break and i was at a party with people from school. But from then on i hung out ( Read more... )

ok so im not in the best of moods. the network in my dorm is being gay and wont let me on the internet or aim so i am now in the library where it is super hot,the guy next to me have b.o., and hte spacebar is fucking stuck so i have to press it reaslly hard. this past week has been hell.everything all of a sudden sucks. im not gonna get into the ( Read more... )

it seems like when oyour in one state of being in your life youadapt to it and get used to it and then all of a sudden your state of being changes and at first you think that nothing could ever replace it because that was all you knew, then you thik that you should adapt to this new way, but still are hesitant about moving forward, antd then you ( Read more... )

everything sucks, i think im gonna be sick, i cant explain anything right now cuz i dont know whats going on, but even if i did i dont think i could, i dont feeel anything.........WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

Man, I don't wanna sound conceited or anything, but I am fucking sweet. Ok I suck but sometimes I am cool. This weekend Bret was going home with his parents. I told Tara and she said I should get a ride back with him. So I asked if I could but he said that he and his parents were going to U of I first, so i couldn't. This bummed Tara out cuz she ( Read more... )

today is just....blah...boring lame and hopeless. i am just totally unmotivated to do anything even though i have a couple papers overdure. i am so fucking lazy. i just miss my friends i guess. i have spent pretty much the whole day in my room and my human contact has been at a minimum. i am way messed up. oh well...yesterday was me and Tara's 2 ( Read more... )

Hi. Happy Halloween. This past weekend was A.awesome,B.great,C.fun,D.all of the above ( Read more... )

So it is 12:46 am Thursday and i am about halfway finished will all the shit i have to do this week. Monday i had to turn in a thesis for my english research paper, tuesday i worked on my oceanogrophy paper and finished and turned it on today. I also had a philosophy test this morning. Like last time i was the first one finished. I didnt think it ( Read more... )

i feel like shit today. which is weird cuz i...how do the kids say it..."partied it up" all weekend and wasnt sick until today. oh well i guess thats what living like this does. but yeah this weekend was crazy, friday and saturday night both ended with the people i was with going to the bars and me wandering off and walking around my campus, ( Read more... )

This weather here lately has SUCKED. Yesterday it stormed all day and the whole campus was flooded.Luckily i didnt have to walk very far to my classes, but it was cold and rainy.I ususally love autumn and all it brings with it. Falling leaves, bonfires, football games, carving pumpkins, the way it smells, the way things look, Halloween,just ( Read more... )