I honestly don't see the point of this. I haven't done any school work in so long, yet I feel like I am still okay in all of my classes. Except maybe history because of that midterm. Before it was bearable because I was happy with my social life. Now, I don't even really like that. School is pointless. And I don't feel like anyone really cares here ( Read more... )

 The more I am here, the more I want to be somewhere else. Somewhere familiar, somewhere comfortable, somewhere new. Somewhere interesting, where learning doesn't mean spending thousands of dollars to be another generic number, fighting to get something more out of it, only to realize it isn't what you really wanted. What's the point? Everyday I ( Read more... )

 I can't feel the breeze the leaves should be floating on ( Read more... )

sometimes i dont realize how fucking selfish I am.  

I wonder why I'm going to college. I don't get the point sometimes. I'm hardly going anyway. It's so much money for what? A degree that will only partially help me get a job I want anyway. And not to say that it will take a fackin long time ( Read more... )

Things get really random, really crazy, and in the end rather inconvenient ( Read more... )

Do you every wish You could freeze time? I do right now. Slow down the seconds so I could whip out this 4 page paper, study for the massively difficult psychology exam, and study for statistics. Both of those classes I have missed crucial lectures. I keep saying my habits from high school haven't changed. I think that this is the reason I took a ( Read more... )

I mentioned in my last entry that I was thinking of Australia. I miss it. I wish I was there. San Diego reminds me of it a little, except it's more familiar, yet nothing can compare to the friendliness of the Aussies. I wish that I could be back wandering, enjoying life, even it's trials. Because here everything is too real, and too on the surface ( Read more... )

I'm fricken exhausted. This history class couldn't be more boring. Doesn't help that I don't really use our course materials at all to follow along. I can't help it. The Greeks just don't catch my attention (and getting my attention is pretty easy). Aw hell. Who am I kidding? If I didn't have my new iPhone with the Internet at my fingertips I'd ( Read more... )

And I swear that I don't have a gun...

Tell all my friends I'm dead. I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead, It won't be long til you forget my name.

The excitement fades and comfortable fills
in the crack between the wall and the bed
that I lay in so infrequently
with numbness in my head.