while i piddle my life away, everyone around me is getting better, changing for the best. i remain the same. tonight i'm bothered so much by it that i can't sleep. i live a mediocre life, and it eats me. i hate it ( Read more... )

why is nothing i ever do good enough? im such an idiot...someone kill me please.

"Kind Of Perfect ( Read more... )

so...i dont know. im feeling really...weird. like not myself. i feel so far away from everyone, and i feel like im losing touch with who's important to me. i...i dont know what to say or do anymore. nothing i do is ever good enough, and i get ridiculed for it, from my friends, family, and even total strangers. i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

the unfamiliarity of the wetness on my face is something new..

im not worth it, i dont deserve a second chance.

heh, just spilled my guts into 4 pages of a journal. most of it's about a few things, some's about one thing, and the rest is just me rambling. blahdeblah. enjoy your days everyone

waiting on laundry to get done, bored out of my mind...hehehe ( Read more... )

guess what guys...im back ( Read more... )

They're here..the winds of change. I'm tired of being the butt of every joke I hear. I'm tired of always being the one laughed at. I'm tired of authority always yelling at me. I'm tired of..well, me.

I'm changing..if it's for the better is up to you to decide.

thought i had plans, guess not. whatever ( Read more... )