ok so life sucks!!!! im very bored right now. there is nothing to do and i need to get home soon. my mom wants me to go home. tomorrow is my b-day and im not too excited anymore. wow i turn 18. my mom called me today and told me that i have 18 roses, 18 balloons, and a huge teddy bear at my house. it was delivered. i cant wait to go home and see ( Read more... )

hey all my hunnies~
i have changed so much and i dont know if thats a good or bad thing. i miss everyone!!!!

so i thought about it. im at school and at school they have this thing on the internet where it blocks out swear words and it blocks certain web sites. sorry for writing the last entry. have great day....

ACTUALLY
i only wrote that bc i felt like an idiot. i wasnt trying to be nice or anyhting.

nikki

i cant write the "F" word. why cant i write that word. does anyone know? please tell me bc it is pissing me off!!

right now im so bored. there is nothing to do bc my friend ditched me for her bf. i cant talk to sean bc he is a dick head and im sick of getting hurt. althou i do miss him. i miss everything about him. why do i always have to find the guys that are fuck ups? every single guy that i have dated does drugs. why is that? why am i attracted to those ( Read more... )

oh my gosh.... life has been so crazy lately. i think i mentioned a guy name sean last time i wrote in here... well a lot has happened with him. sean finally got his license. thats the only good thing. well after he passed his test last wednesday, a lot of shit went down between him and i. and i mean a lot. he went out to his boyz house to party ( Read more... )

life is bullshit. everything is bullshit. except cassandra. and ashley and abby, and everyone else thats sits there and listens to my dumb ass problems. right now i am getting my hair done. im getting blonde highlights. sweet. its attractive i promise. anyways after im done im going to get my nairs done and get taco bell. sweet i cant wait to get ( Read more... )

there are friends that i have or i say write there is a friend that i have/had that i thought was a true friend. i was DEAD WRONG!!! i would never flirt or get obsessed with a guy that i dont even know. i thought she was a true friend and i guess not. she basicly stabbed me in the back and it pisses me off. Ashley i thought you was a true friend. ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYONE..... there has been a lot of shit been going on lately with me and some friends. i dont know if it is me or not but i have been getting into fights with all of my friends lately. its horrible. the fight that is the most freshest fight on my mind is one with my friend ashley and its over jeremy... im sorry ashley but i dont really care ( Read more... )

ok so there has been a lot of shit going on lately... im so fuckin sick of michigan and everything in this state. not nessesarly the ppl in it but everything else. sorry about all the shit you have been goin through ashley. AJ if you read this you stupid mother fucker... jk but if you read this there is some shit that i would like to talk to you ( Read more... )