so lately ive been thinking about some of the decisions ive made in the past and its been gnawing away at my patience. i want to make amends with a few certain people but i dont know how to go about doing it. either that or im afraid of the verbal beating ill take if i try to make things right. how can i go through this penitence without having any ( Read more... )

i kinda dislike the holiday season....not because of work or anything like that but the fact that i really dont have anyone special to spend it with. it kinda sucks bein single and alone for so long and the waiting is getting to be quite brutal. i guess all i can do is bite my tongue and continue rolling with the punches

Again, I feel as though I'm caught up in a crossroads situation with multiple paths to take. I finally made it to ASU and a new chapter in my life is beginning. I am; however, disappointed with the fact that I'm still single. Lately, I've tried to show interest in some potential girls but either I get back mixed reactions or no reactions from them ( Read more... )

seems like my new routine is nap, school, nap, homework, work, repeat.

only two days into the summer session and im burned out :( god this sucks hardcore

Bullets for the Fallen

“We interrupt your daily scheduled program and come to you live with breaking news. The suspect wanted for gunning down former death row prisoners has been surrounded. An undercover FBI agent was able to follow the man to his hideout. His crime spree has been continuing for the past few months and it ( Read more... )

One for the Record Books Ladies and Gentlemen

BANG! The gun exploded in the man’s hand and the crowd jumped to their feet to cheer. They paid no attention to the extreme Arizona weather as they watched their entertainment. I sat under a tree while I tied my spikes to escape from the deadly heat of the day. For a runner, the ( Read more... )

I havent posted in awhile again and it feels so weird to actually be doing one again. I've been accepted as part of the nocturnal and the new promotion has its ups and downs. Ive closed the past 3 nights and im not even totally sure why im still up typing this up. Anyway, not a whole lot has happened since my last post. Im kinda attracted to ( Read more... )

school has started up once again and i already want the semester to be over. it just seems like this one is going to be the worst one out of them all. i hate taking lit classes with a passion but i guess there's some classes in every major that people hate. it sucks. but i failed the goal i had set over the break and its disappointing. i say im ( Read more... )

Lately, I've become quite impatient with people and it's making me mad as hell. It seems as though some friends have changed in recent times and what seems, to me, is that they want to distance themselves from older friends. Its a bunch of bull shit if you ask me.

Another year has passed and another chapter in our lives begins. Before I know it, summer will be here and I'll be 21. I've decided that this year there's going to be a big chance. Since my new offer as a supervisor at work, I have decided to tell everything how it is and to be completely honest with everything. I won't sugarcoat the details and ( Read more... )