Still Life

[thundersquall]

Title: Still Life
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook, Yesung/Kyuhyun (friendship)
Rating: R
Word count: 4,591
Summary: Jongwoon fell in love with Ryeowook in high school, and never fell out of it even after Ryeowook exited his life. So he finds the next best thing to replace him, but it sends him into a downward spiral of insanity.

A/N: Written for miracle______'s 2009

Comments

[lovekyu]

aaah I read it this morning and am coming back <33

Silly me - I saw that he was ordering a sex doll and thought it would end funny!

Wow... I felt terrible for Yesung while reading this. I can't imagine ever being that lonely or sad... and for Kyuhyun too, because it's painful to watch someone you care about suffer so much.

But great job as always :D I swear, you get better and better at darkfic! I need to write me some darkfic now...

[thundersquall]

I HAD to keep it dark and sad to keep to the Halloween theme. ;___;

My poor OTP, why do I keep doing this to them? DDD: *clings* You go and write darkfic! (I miss your writing sdhgdfhsj, and can you please write me some hot non-dark YeWook porn? =P) I will start writing more YeWook happy stuff, haha. xD

Thank you dear, I always love your comments so much. ♥

[kyaa_kawaii]

Because I am like that, I will maybe not read this I said MAYBE, but I want to congratulate you on coming 3rd :DD Congratulations, bb~
Here, have some Yamapi ♥

[thundersquall]

Thank you dear! =D

Also, I think you'll be able to read this if you want, it's rated R only, which I rate for just implied sex/disturbing themes. The ratings you need to stay away from are NC-17 and R-21, haha.

Yay, Yamapi 8DDDD

[kyaa_kawaii]

I don't know if I like that 'disturbing themes' judging by some comments I read above mine. ...D: That is, I wouldn't like that if I actually didn't like angst and dark themed things but I do and I love it and I'm in such a denial about it all but I still like it (notice now that I mean to read, not in real life) So, NC-17 means that you should at least be of the age 17 to read it(/see it) so R-21 means that you should be of the age 21 and/or over? Dude. I don't think I want to read that stuff.

You like Yamapi?! //dead.

[thundersquall]

LOL, R-21 is the rating I give to my fics if I think the smut in it is very strong, or very disturbing. =P

Um... I actually have no idea who is Yamapi, but since you gave me some I just took it. =D

[omona_shi]

OMFG. THIS IS SO... GOOD.
Okay, before you think I'm a sadist, I LOVE YOUR WRITING!! XDXDDD
and your story plot- DEFINITELY. This was so touching- slightly scary because I often reminisce on doll-horror-stories, but this is pure brilliance.

Just about kyaa_kawai's comment... I feel really guilty now.
I'm not even 17 yet.
And my life depends on your NC-17 and R-21 YeWook.

*cries*

[thundersquall]

Thank you! I do have this odd fascination with psychological horror and the breakdown of the human psyche. I realise this makes me sound weird, haha.

And... sigh. I'm kind of used to it by now, I know I have a lot of underaged readers. D:

[omona_shi]

You're welcome! :D You very well deserve your love!
I have that interest too! I love finding out about all these warped kinds of thinking and disorders and stuff, and you don't sound weird- or at least, not to me. XD [No, seriously. I'm not a sadist. I just have random perks that I'm rather interested in. Believe me. T.T]

Having underaged readers isn't necessarily a bad thing! It can mean that although many people realize that they're too young to read explicit content- they're still willing to because you wrote it! ^^
Anyway. I've written what I think is labelled as R-21 (between NC-17 and R-21 anyway), and look what age I am... *sighs*
I swear it's the mental maturity that counts. XD

[cherryhime23]

Wow, that was creepy. And at the beginning, when the doll started to move I thought that they somehow found and kidnapped Ryeowook and made him into a doll o____O

I feel so sorry for Yesung :< and for Kyuhyun too :((

"Now I’m reduced to fucking a stupid silicone doll. Thanks, Kyuhyun, for being such an asshole."
I lol'd so hard at this XDDD

Overall I like it :D btw can I add you? *shy voice*

[thundersquall]

Poor Yesung, idk why I do this to him. D: But in any case, thank you so much! I'm glad you found this suitably creepy, haha, that's the point of the story.

Sure, go ahead and add, I'm cool with that. =D

[xrosepetalsx]

I finally get time to read through the stuff in my inbox and find this. WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO YESUNG!? I swear, I felt like knocking him upside the head - bb you broke him /sobbing. But it was so good and I couldn't stop reading it even when I realized you were going to make him insane!

[thundersquall]

EJ! *glomps* Has hw stopped eating your soul?

Butbutbut the theme was Halloween/costume party, I had to make it creepy and dark. D:

[xrosepetalsx]

Lol, yes homework has amazingly slowed down this weekend [Now we have only Khue to worry about /sob]. Even though I've ran out of things to write for my Nano novel...I'm making it through that too aha.

LOL but but YESUNG DD: