Ok. So prom was ok. It wasn't all that it was cracked up to be. Shelly and I stressed all day because we were running reallllly behind schedual. We spent like and hour in the flower shop trying to pick up our croshays. We woke up late- she wouldn't wake up. I was going insane- anxiety attacks from hell. Blah. While she was in the shower I ran out ( Read more... )

YAYAYYAYAYAYAY!!!! I am a senior and today is my last real day of school! Thank god. I am still in a bit of shock, though. This is it. I'm done. All of these years I have been waiting for this day and here I am living it. I don't think it has fully sunk in yet. I wish Shelly was a senior, too. I wish we could have shared this for both of us. She ( Read more... )

After school yesterday, Tina and I went to Miss Beck's room to change our names on the reservations/tickets. Miss Beck said how Tina's tickets didn't exist anymore- that she has to use them next year. She said how her spot was taken. Blah Blah Blah. After 10 minutes of arguing over how tickets can just disappear, I go to her, "Miss Beck... Is it me ( Read more... )

Yea. Shelly is going to prom with me. I was sick during the ticket sales, not to mention I didn't have any money to buy them. I went to Miss Beck yesterday to try and get some and she was a jerk to me. I go "Hey, Miss Beck, I was wondering if I could please purchase some prom tickets." She goes "No! It is past deadline! No!" And I explained to her ( Read more... )

Yea. Listening to some Maroon 5. Gotta love it. So, yea. This weekend was interesting. I went to Shelly's Grandma's house. I loved it. The town is so laied back and calm. It was a nice change from the stress here. I needed a break. I'm already needing a break again, though. God. I hate it here. It is like nowhere else that I've lived. Blah. I need ( Read more... )

Yea. She isn't here. So sad. I had something to give to her today at school, but she is nowhere to be found. I don't know if I'm going to give it to her now. It isn't the 'right' moment anymore. Blah. I called her, but she didn't answer. Yea well. So, anyhoo. This weekend I'm going to Shelly's Grandma's house in Lewisberg (I think...). It is like a ( Read more... )

Yea. I pierced my nose on Sunday night. I/Shelly/We pierced Shelly's right nipple, too! Yay! It is "more sensitive." Anyhoo. Sunday Shelly and I went to the gay pride thing. It was a perfect day for it too. There was a nice breeze, warm but not too hot. Perfect. We were perfect. After we walked around the pride thing, we walked a few blocks over to ( Read more... )

THANK GOD it is FRIDAY!! Yay. Tomorrow is the gay pride thing. Tonight I am going to be all romantic and do something [romantic] for Shelly. I love her so much. I am so glad that we are together. It may not have been easy in the beginning (with the whole 'Allyson' thing), but it is worth it. I'm kinda scared, though. I have never really felt this ( Read more... )

Today is a good day. I am feeling so much better..I've been in this slump..depression? I dunno. But it sucked. I feel so bad for Shelly.. I haven't been the best girlfriend lately... Everything is better now. I feel 'good' inside. I am happy. I can look outside and see beauty again. I think the stress was piled up too high and it just got too me... ( Read more... )

Yea. Today, I'm in school. I missed all of last week 'cause I was sick. I'm still feeling yucky, but now Shelly is sick, too. I feel bad. She is in school today, but she is going home early. I hope she feels better. That would really suck if she is sick for this weekend- gay pride stuff in Philly. She has been looking forward to it. So, yea. I'm ( Read more... )