Yea buddy! Finally 18 today. I don't have time to write much- I need to go pick up Shelly. I got a gift certificate from Angela and she wrote right on the thing "For you and Shelly." Yea. I was sooooo surprised. I thought she disliked..ok, hated Shelly and for her to invite her out of everyone is amazing. I'm surprised she didn't write Alana. Yea ( Read more... )

Ewwwe. I feel gross. I haven't been in school all week and I miss all of my buddies. Turns out I have the flu and a stomach virus. I am on 3 different meds. I feel so yucky. I haven't been able to keep anything down- drinks, food, anything. I haven't been able to stand up without getting all dizzy and stuff and on Wednesday when I went to take a ( Read more... )

Yea. I got a journal at Barnes and Noble and haven't really felt like writing in this one. Yea, well. It has been eventful, though. I got grounded, my car broke, and a bunch of other stuff. My dad might take me to Philly on Saturday to get me a car 'til my car can get fixed. I hope he pulls through. His promises are always bottomless. Grrrr. It is ( Read more... )

For a while now, I have wanted to ask Shelly to go to prom with me. The thing is, I was too scared to ask her 'cause I didn't think she'd say yes. I put the thought in the back of my head and didn't think about it. That is until yesterday. So, yea. Out of the blue, I asked her if she'd go to prom with me. She said yes :) My heart was beating so ( Read more... )

Yea, so today coming out of guidance, Kyle Johnson-Mac. was like "There's the fuckin fat lesbian!" I turned around and said, "What?" He was like, "Yea, you fuckin ugly ass dyke!" I turned back around and kept walking because if I didn't I would have kicked his ass and Alana would have never talked to me again. Grrrr. So, yea, Laura, who was also ( Read more... )

I hate when she does this. Today at lunch Shelly was like "you should just go to lunch." We spend lunch together every day. And outta the blue she says that. I don't get her sometimes. I hate when she pushes me away. All I wanna do is be there for her and with her. But she won't let me in. I wish she'd just open her heart to me and not be so scared ( Read more... )

This morning, I broke up with my girlfriend, Shelly K. To be honest, I only went out with her to get over Shelly Harlin, but it didn't work. I feel so bad. Shelly K. is in love with me, but I am in love with Shelly H. I'm in the kind of situation that would normally be on Jerry Springer. Ok, so I'm in love with Shelly H., and she likes me and all, ( Read more... )

I had the most amazing weekend! Friday, Shelly and I left school at 11:00 and went to her house. It was so cool. We went all over the place. We went to this bridge in the middle of the night and brought these logs. We had a fire and drew on the walls. We drew two eyes that were bleeding and it said "Eye See You" and under it we put Shelly & Jill. ( Read more... )

Wow! I cannot sit still! I had a cup of cappuccino early this morning (a big 16oz :) And I spilled it on my pants. Yea..I did. I had to change my pants in the parking lot of school while dozens of people walked by. It was fun! Alana laughed (no, really, she helped me) (not change my pants, but keep everything on the DL). As if the cappuccino wasn't ( Read more... )

For starters, today I woke up with a panic attack, which occurred because of a bad dream. I totally freaked! I had to sit in the bathtub with cold water running on me for almost an hour. Brrrr. Yea well. I didn't get to school til about 11:30. I missed my Econ test (YAY!). So when I came into school, someone threw a firecracker at my head! Yea, it ( Read more... )