I think I've hit the brick wall. Hard. Now I've got some sort of permanent burnout, and I'm not sure why. The party on friday was great, it gave me an upligting kind of high. But it also triggered something very bad - coming off the high felt like falling into a hole. It's pitch-black, it's lonely and now I can't get out. Why do I always end up ( Read more... )

They aren't my lyrics, sadly. They belong to this guy, whoever he isFeeling slightly down at the moment. I don't know if it's because of mid-year winter blues, because I have to go to footscray all the time, or because I'm trying to get in touch with long lost friends, but they seem to have disappeared off the face of the earth. Other friends I can ( Read more... )

I'm back on Nicolson Street, I know the route so well I could walk it with my eyes closed. This would perhaps suit me better; as I walk to class I find myself disconnecting from the surroundings. I have culture shock in the city, I grew up differently, it doesn't appeal and makes me indifferent. Feel as if I'm invading alien territory. It's the ( Read more... )

Well, obviously my life has become so mind-numbingly boring and routine that there is no need for any posting. *Shrugs* I'm so caught up in my work, whats the best I could seriously write about? 'Today I finished the long-suffering list of stats chapters I've been meaning to go over for two weeks'? No one should have to know that ( Read more... )

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Everyone with beer or money riding on Australia getting a hundred medals are going to be very, very happy. I myself am very very happy with the games so far, even when I come home in peak hour and the trains are loaded. Especially love the swimming, the girls don't usually do that well. Neither as with the gym. That was astonding. Can't help but ( Read more... )

Second week slightly better and but also ever slightly just as miffing. Is there one single person on th flist, who's been to uni, and in the first week took a look at their suroundings, and was just like ( Read more... )

It's true enough. It makes you wonder, how are you ever suppose to get round to writing a damn thing if you've got so much damn reading? And damn emailing tutors because of clashes. And referencing and ejournals and pigeonholes. And endless other bullshit. The classes are good, but I'm not sure if I like it yet.

ReadingThemes and Variations Ch1, ( Read more... )

Omfg I dislike this feeling. Every so often I miss him, and I hate it. And I have a whole year to wait. It's a sad thought of woe.

Also: Throat feels like a vice.

Leave a list of fictional characters in your journal that you would love to get a message from. It is your friend-list's mission, should they choose to accept it, to write you an in- ( Read more... )