theres no turning back! *tear tear* lol

lol it’s spelled john...awkward. very awkward. im here EARLY TODAY! and we’re going to the az memorial today too. woopty friggen doo. um...yea....i’m gonna go. bye.

i....had a pretty good day. I slept until 11 (highly unlike me...i usually sleep til 1). then i got up n got new board shorts n swim suit (lucky me). then i met kara, malia, cassie, robin, stephanie, laura, lizzie, um n laura n jon (sp) n dan at kailua. lol we had a pot luck! it was cool...i climbed a tree. and dug 2 holes and kara kept filling em ( Read more... )

i must remember this moment....

right now all my IM windows the last message was lol....and it’s all from the other ppl!

pineapplehead221 (10.40.42afi): lol

WEEZERFREAKsev (10.40.05afi): lol

kindOFperfect 27 (10.41.55afi): lol

idnt that just special? lol

haha ok felt like sharing. bye.

...o well lol ( Read more... )

haha im not telling ( Read more... )

i want to kick charli annzzzzzzzz big fat wyte wyte asss. she’s such a bitch. she thinks me n vanessa owe her stuff. we DONT owe her shit. she wants the world to revolve around her. the world is fucking afraid to revolve around her! UGH! SHE’S SO FUCKING...UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! she’s so spoiled and then she acts like everyone else is spoiled. ( Read more... )

every FUCKING TIME i write something that i dont wnat ppl to see in here, THEY SEE IT ANYWAY. that’s so fucking ironic i cant stand it. if i dont want ppl to see this, they will. SO I WANT EVERYONE TO SEE THIS. EVERYONE I HATE, I WANT YOU TO SEE THIS. I DONT CARE IF U PISS ABOUT IT, I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO SEE IT ( Read more... )

who understands the pain i endure? who understands the pain of blatant lonliness? You get to go to the mall or whatever whenever you want. I don’t. I don’t have ppl to hang with at home. I have my music and computer. oh, joy.

i’ve got shit to deal with ( Read more... )